sometimes i feel like i’m losing everyone, when, in reality i’m just losing myself.

sometimes you meet someone and before you know their name, before you know where they’re from, you know that sometime in the future, this person is going to mean something to you.

you never leave my mind. even when i have a million other things to worry about.

i dont care if it hurts-i want to have control. i want a perfect body. i want a perfect soul.

i hope you find awkward people adorable.

i’m too tiny for a heart this big.

let’s make better mistakes tomorrow.

i’m not amazing at everything- i’m just okay at everything- it frustrates me.

sometimes when i look at you, and you look back at me, i see something- a tiny hint of something more,something you’re feeling but can’t say.

there are times when i want nothing more than to look into your eyes.

i wish everyone didn’t have such high expectations of me; it’s bad enough that i let myself down, i dont need to let down everyone else too.

my head is currently a horrible place to be.

i deserve more than empty words and promises.

there is only so much your best friends/boyfriend can listen to.

i hate you, then love you; it’s like i want to throw you off a cliff, then rush to the bottom to catch you.

if you ever let me go, don’t worry, someone else will thank you for it later, and that will be the person i end up with.

my one mistake was that i never let you down.

i’d like to think i was worth somebody’s time.

all this bullshit has made me strong.

i keep many things from the past that i should just let go of.

it’s too easy for two people who were once so close to drift apart.

i’d rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute.

when you talk to me, i really do listen.

i know they say life is unfair, but this is fucking ridiculous.

there’s much more wrong with the world i live in than there is wrong with me.

…if you are agitated and confused…my job here is done.