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Ugh

sometimes i feel like i’m losing everyone, when, in reality i’m just losing myself.

sometimes you meet someone and before you know their name, before you know where they’re from, you know that sometime in the future, this person is going to mean something to you.

you never leave my mind. even when i have a million other things to worry about.

i dont care if it hurts-i want to have control. i want a perfect body. i want a perfect soul.

i hope you find awkward people adorable.

i’m too tiny for a heart this big.

let’s make better mistakes tomorrow.

i’m not amazing at everything- i’m just okay at everything- it frustrates me.

sometimes when i look at you, and you look back at me, i see something- a tiny hint of something more,something you’re feeling but can’t say.

there are times when i want nothing more than to look into your eyes.

i wish everyone didn’t have such high expectations of me; it’s bad enough that i let myself down, i dont need to let down everyone else too.

my head is currently a horrible place to be.

i deserve more than empty words and promises.

there is only so much your best friends/boyfriend can listen to.

i hate you, then love you; it’s like i want to throw you off a cliff, then rush to the bottom to catch you.

if you ever let me go, don’t worry, someone else will thank you for it later, and that will be the person i end up with.

my one mistake was that i never let you down.

i’d like to think i was worth somebody’s time.

all this bullshit has made me strong.

i keep many things from the past that i should just let go of.

it’s too easy for two people who were once so close to drift apart.

i’d rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute.

when you talk to me, i really do listen.

i know they say life is unfair, but this is fucking ridiculous.

there’s much more wrong with the world i live in than there is wrong with me.

…if you are agitated and confused…my job here is done.

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If the world were merely seductive, that would be easy. If it were merely challenging, that would be no problem. But I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day.
E.B. White (author of Charlotte’s Web)

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i miss that town
i miss their faces
you can’t erase
you can’t replace it
i miss it now
i can’t believe it
so hard to stay
too hard to leave
Nickelback’s song “Photograph”

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yikes

list of things to work on (according to current boyfriend)

-talking about my ex’s

-taking our relationship too seriously and moving too quickly

-expecting too much from him

-making goodbyes awkward 

-talking too much in general

-leaning on him for all my emotional support

…..WTF do i do with that.

no idea.

what i want from him

-express your emotions

-touch me more (arm around me, hold hands, kiss in public)

-TALK more (especially around friends i introduce you to)

-show me that our relationship is going somewhere (it’s been over 6 months)

-introduce me to your parents:)

-visit me this summer when we’re both away from college

-show me i can trust you and that you’re committed

-HAVE FUN WITH ME!!! :)

-show me that you like me for who i am

-compliment me…like for once

-invite me to hang with your friends

-don’t leave me too soon, give me a chance to make it work out.

- KISS ME MORE AND FUCKING MEAN IT!

now is that too much to ask? lol.

this is why girls are so damn complicated. :/